"Josh And Jake
I have been watching tonight and I feel so deeply for you both.Last Summer My husband died suddenly andJEFF was in business with his dad too,it crushed him and sent him into auto mode.He actually handled things quite well,because he had no choice.I talked to him and he said he just put one foot in front of the other and handled everything,with help from his sister,thank God for family,I was worthless,completely lost.I know you and Josh will handle things and do it well because that was what your Dad Phil taught you.In times of strife I think the men ,the sons step up and it all comes flooding back with clarity.Jake you have to do what your heart tells you and if it is to continue crabbing you and Josh are quite capable,but remember Josh may have made mistakes at a bad time,but he is your brother, blood and he has is ghosts to live with.Take the boy he was and let him know that you are a brother who holds no anger or resentment because,resentment is an ugly thing and only seeks to destroy anything in it's path.People are not perfect and your dad loved you both.Josh will carry some hard times around him forever,but you have to let him know he is a MAN,your brother and he is your father just as you are.Support him Jake and whatever you two decide to do,your dad is with you 100% and I believe he is with you whatever you do.Josh God Bless you and you and Jake can do what your father taught you and he trusts you,but you have to believe that.My son has picked himself up and I know every day his dad is there pushing him as he always did,as a matter a fact I am so proud of how he has stepped up to the plate,What a man he is,strong smart,and capable of doing anything in the face of a situation I thought he would never be able to recover but he his fathers son,and so you and Josh are Phils sons.May life treat you both kindly and just listen, he's there.God Bless and Gods speed with much love and appreciation. Teresa "